Thursday, January 14, 2010

Sorry, sorry....

Yes, I deleted the last post. I wrote it all out and then realized after I had put it all out there that it just felt too personal, wanted to keep the memory to myself.

Sorry...sometimes a memory has little shards and you thought that you were done aching but you really aren't.

I had one crying jag after another as I wrote it and that should have been my big clue. Haven't thought about that night in years.

I'll be back to my regular pithy self soon....until then I will use this time to catch up on all of your blogs.

9 comments:

queersome said...

it was a really good post, maria.

Skeeter said...

Hi M,

Hope the cold weather has loosened it's grip on your area. You're a really good writer and I've always found something interesting, personal and so very worthwhile in every entry you post. Will be here when you're ready to post again.

Happy 2010 :-)

Best wishes to you and yours,

Skeeter

MmeBenaut said...

Damn it Janet. I missed that one too. I'm so sorry that you've gone and upset yourself Missy. It must have been a terrible night. I'm sorry and I hope you cheer up again very soon sweetheart.

Teuchter said...

I didn't see it either - but whatever's upset you, I hope it resolves soon.

Earth Muffin said...

It really was a beautiful post, and I'm glad I got to read it before it's deleting, but I totally understand. Some things are meant to be kept in our hearts and our hearts alone.

Fusion said...

I agree, it was a very personal post, a wonderful recounting. I read it at work, and afterwards a co-worker asked me if I was ok. Must have been on my face...

Sometimes it's better to just write it out and save it as a draft. I know you're writing this for Liv to read someday as well. It would be a good story for her to have.

No need to apologise, your blog, your choice. Take care Maria.

trinity2 said...

I'm with MMe -I missed it! Daaaamn! Maria - you have to stop doing that. Just let it hang out, babe! It's your blog you can say whatever you want to say. There's no judgement here! If there was we wouldn't be reading.

Wine and Words said...

Yeah, I hate that shard shit. Sorry Maria. Heal. Heal well.

Gypsy said...

Thank God for Google Reader. It was a wonderfully poignant post Maria and I'm glad I got to read it. I remember the attitude in the 80's and it must have been very difficult for all concerned.

You're a good egg Maria but I am sorry it hurt so much to remember.