Yes, I deleted the last post. I wrote it all out and then realized after I had put it all out there that it just felt too personal, wanted to keep the memory to myself.
Sorry...sometimes a memory has little shards and you thought that you were done aching but you really aren't.
I had one crying jag after another as I wrote it and that should have been my big clue. Haven't thought about that night in years.
I'll be back to my regular pithy self soon....until then I will use this time to catch up on all of your blogs.